hipeechic

Life's Sporadic Course
2005-02-18 15:21:58 (UTC)

The Pool Hall

I went to a pool hall last night. I asked Joe two days ago
if we could go just because I wanted to get out. I haven't
been out in a while. Well, we went, and at first I was all
pissed because his friend made a comment that upset me.
After an oatmeal cookie (the drink, you should try it) and
Jager bomb, I felt all-right about it. So this guy comes
up and sits at the bar top next to our pool table where our
drinks are sitting. I start talking to him because well
I'm going to be there alot since my drink is there, and it
only felt right. We're conversating about stoopid stuff,
and Joe jumps in, too. The next thing I know Joe's talking
about fucking me 6 different ways, and the guy leaves a few
minutes later. I was trying to make a friend because well
I don't have any, and Joe scared him off just because well
he thought the guy was all trying to hit on me when i was
the one that started talking to him. The entire situation
felt awkward. I mean, I would never cheat on him but the
thought of me just talking to someone scared him I
believe... the fact that he scared the guy off shows it. I
just wished he would have just shown me some kind of
affection rather than cock-blocking the guy. Is that
a guy thing or what???? After that I didn't talk to anyone
until Joe left the table... I started talking to the guys
playing on the table next to us because well one of them
was wearing a NC state tee-shirt, and I asked him if he was
from NC because I'm from NC. We talked for
a split second, and then, the conversation ended. I
noticed that they were underage because they were drinking
sodas. I think conversation also ended because Joe and his
friend returned to the table. Joe even asked me on my way
home that if I planned on cheating on him to let him know.
I can't believe he would even say that. I'm such a
monogamous person it's unbelieveable. I'm loyal... You
could compare me to as loyal as a pet dog. Anyhoo, I
thought he was a SECURE person but as of late, I'm
beginning to think otherwise. Hell, he shouldn't feel
insecure at all because the only time I'm not with him is
when I'm at work.

These are my thoughts.

~Butternuts




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