Anonymous

A Story a Day
2005-02-17 20:17:33 (UTC)

Stay of Execution

3:13pm
On Valentine's day I get a call...
The next day I have a job...

I started yesterday. Day two and I'm already bored. Well, not much is
happening but i'm sure it'll pick up. I'll use this time to write some more and
finish this site. which i'm coming drastically close to really fucking up with all
i'm putting into it. the code's really messy. to the point i wouldn't want to
show it to a prospective client or design firm. i need to relearn php and
rewrite whole pages the proper way. but who cares right? what am i a
fucking web designer? At this point, I'm no sure what the hell I am?

Wait, boss is coming...

5:55pm
Yeah so I'm getting disenchanted with the work thing. second day, how
perfect that i was so desperate for something i don't want. story of my life.
sometimes i think i'm growing up when really, i'm just forgetting shit.

but, since i have nothing to do, i'm going to write a screenplay. very difficult
to get into the zone with people screaming and yelling everywhere, but chuck
palanuik writes in macy's, i can write in the true entertainment offices
somewhere in manhattan. i've got plenty of shit i should be doing. looking
for an apartment, buying shit i don't need. but i don't want to. i want to
leave that til the last possible second. yes, that sounds about right.

also, i wrote two shorts about leaving new york that no one seems to like. i
know what they like. i will write what they like. i'm one of those...sellouts.




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