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PropellerAds
2005-02-16 20:56:07 (UTC)

take the cake and shove it in your fucking mouth.

Ive been betrayed, lied to, made to feel guilty when the
real person who is guilty was the one dumping all of their
bullshit right in my lap, and like a fucking fool I lapped
it up like a dog! now that i know the truth which turns out
to be what i suspected anyway it all makes the whole
fucking situation that much more deppressing. you mean
i've been made out to be ungrateful, careless and down
right tryflin, all this time it was you fucking me. you
want your cake well now that i have the facts you can take
it a shove it in you fucking mouth. Ouch! i am not the
person that you want to cross like this, i have never
prayed for somebody's down fall to come so hard.

Karma is a mutha fuckin day in the hot desert sun with no
water and no direction, not even a fucking mirage, to make
you think you got an option. see it is like this, me
moving on and leaving this shit behind while you sit and
stew in it and day by day a little piece of you slipps
away, and day by day the dreams that you used to have of
being happy turn into nightmares sleep and awake. you can
not stabb someone in the back who has nothing to d hide,
nothing to deal not even pride. i have humbled myself too
many times, i have sat and been the one who kept your lie,
not any more see because i no longer have a reason to
please your sick ass, i dont care if you cant pay the rent,
a water bill or lights, this fuck wont get another dime out
of me. And if your reading this and are in suspense asking
your self what happened.

Here goes. I let the fuck claim my child on their taxes.
Due to student loans the refund was garnished, only they
requested to have it reversed and without my knowledge it
was, they recived the check and spent it. My money for my
child that i bust my ass for. all the while since ive been
living in their house they have been pounding me month
after month for money for this bill money for that bill. in
conjuction, i have been downgraded as a bad parent because
ive have been trying to save my little pennies inorder to
move out,still it has taken me longer then expected. well i
wonder why? You stole my 1200 and spend it and you are
getting a monthy rent, not to mention the money here and
there for other expenses.

I dont know what to do, I want to blow some shit up. I
want to confront him but he is the same person of less
inteligence who cannont be spoken to like a normal person.
he will just jump major defensive and it will turn into the
ugliest thing that you have ever seen in your life. what
should i do, i know there are sick minds reading this who
can give me an idea of how to get even indirectly. I
prefer to make people pay without them knowing that i know
what they have done. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i had a feeling all along that something was not right,
this is the confirmation, the piece of the puzzle that make
the whole picture clear. although i am mad right now. i
now that my character will be to take this situation and
realize what type of person i am dealing with and keep
moving.


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