Ken

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2005-02-15 13:16:45 (UTC)

Wow

I got back from my whole trip yesterday and it had it good
parts and it had not so good parts.

The no so good part was I didn't get the Disney job right
now. What I mean by that is I have to jump through a few
more hoops. It might take up to 30 more days before I know
if I am hired. I have to send another application with some
other things. It is my fault really. I shouldn't have left
with no notice but with what was going on with Jean, I
didn't have much choice. But in a way, it is ok because I'll
be a bit more prepared with my tax refund.

Then there was the really good part. Mary. I can't see how
it could have went any better. For maybe 2 hours (in which
we was in the theater watching Hitch) there was a little
uncomfortableness. Then, not even sure when it happened, we
clicked on a huge scale. Once the wall was down, it was like
we knew each other for years. We joked around, teased each
other, and made out...man did we make out. Usually, with
someone new, I can't climax for a while. That wasn't a
problem with Mary. We kissed and I could tell from the
kisses this was right. By the end of the weekend, we both
knew it was it. This was what we wanted. I gave her my
necklace with my pentagram and dog tag. Those are two of the
most important things to me. It's kinda a temporary collar
but it's more than that. It's a part of me so she can have
some of me with her.

I'll write more later because there is so much more to put
down and it's getting bottlenecked in my mind.

I do know this.

I love her.

and I will own her.




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