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Zach101
2005-02-13 15:11:42 (UTC)

Lessons Learned

Don't hold the lessons that you have learned,
Pass them on and except the blessing that you've earned!
It has never been an easy road in life, but w/o the bumps
and turns, I wouldn't have developed into the person that
I am. I personally look into the mirror and see a
fulfilled person in most parts. Yeah I lack a few
qualities or traits, but don't we all? The good days come
and go, the bad days remain for awhile. You always see
someone for who you think they are, or what you want them
to be like. Well that is an age old problem. I saw him
for something, I really can't describe it, but it was a
good feeling. All of a sudden it came to a stop when he
said "I can't say yes." Mad? Angry? Pissed? mmm...not
really just disappointed to some extent. Did he really
like me for me? I honestly can't answer that; however, he
mentioned the thought of a friendship instead of a
relationship. Take what you are given and accept it.
Which is always what I have done, guess that is why I am
thankful for what I have. Yes I would like more, but we
can't have it all, especially when it comes to love. Will
I ever find someone for me? They say there is someone for
everybody, but is that true? Some people are destined to
be together and others not. We were obviously not.
Different life styles, expectations and ideas of each
other. All I can do is wonder, what happened, happened
and for a reason at that. Maybe we collapsed to make each
other realize something. I did. I realized people rush
into things and get caught up. Then your world slowly
disolves around you until nothing is left. Then you start
over and rebuild on a new foundation. I wiped my tears
away and said it's alright, it's ok. My troulbe will not
last all day. I will always care for him and wish him
well with his life. No hard feelings. No time for that
bullshit. I have life to live.




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