Mezzo Swede

A Toast to World Domination
2005-02-13 07:00:15 (UTC)

The Plural of Walruss...?

Jerin and I went to P.F.Chang's for dinner tonight, and had
a blast. Jerin reluctantly admitted that she doesn't know
how to properly use chopstix, so James got us
some "practice chopstix", which I found to work much better
as hair accessories. Anyway, even though what followed has
been done a million times, it was still funny as hell...
yes, indeed...Jerin shoved the chopstix under her lip and
there was...a walruss. I think what added to the humor was
that she was dressed up all nice, in a nice restaurant,
with chopstix shoved in her face.

Luis is moving to New York. I am really excited for him. I
know that he will have better opportunities there, and his
extreme talent can be put to good use. A part of me is
jealous in a strange way...I wish I could have inspired
this kind of motivation in him. But when we were together,
I seemed to do anything BUT inspire. I am happy that things
have turned around for him, I am just sad that we had to
have all this pain in our transitions, to kind of force us
to this point. I do hope that someday in the future we can
be friends again, because I will always cherish the times
we shared, even the painful times. He was there for me that
day, a year ago, and I will never forget it, when I was
diagnosed. And the bottom line is that it makes me happy
that he seems to be realizing his potential. I hope he
isn't moving to NY just because Gabe and Lyndsay are moving
there...in my opinion, (which is again, just my OPINION)
they need to realize that it can't be the three of them
forever, as comfortable as that is. Any fourth, in the form
of a girlfriend, or other friend, will never truly be
accepted...and Luis deserves to be more independent than
that situation allows him to be. He's hopefully going to
meet some wonderful woman someday, and I don't think too
many women can handle the dating the "threesome". Katie
couldn't. And in hindsight, I couldn't either. I am not
assigning blame. Just noting a pattern. Sigh...

Shait, I need to call mom before it gets to be too late.
Oh, and did I mention how much church SUCKS? Well...it does.

Jerin, James, Jerin's friend Katie, & I, went to the Giants
FanFest today. Jerin was really wanting to meet Noah Lowry.
I had no idea who he is, or what he looks like, but
coincidentally, I pointed out a guy who I thought
she'd...er...appreciate, and LO AND BEHOLD! It was him.
Damn I am good. Too bad Jerin was not right there at that
time. He was gone by the time I found her. But no matter,
they can meet later and reproduce.




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