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guess I shoulda closed my eyes..
guess I shoulda closed my eyes
When u drove me 2 the place
Where your horses run free
?cuz I felt a little ill
When I saw all the pictures
Of the jockeys that were there before me
~My weekend has arrived! And none too seen either..Work was
getting very very dull.
And I was getting very tired of seeing the same old faces.
I'm suppose to hang out with Heith tonight, watch some
I like hanging out with Heath, he's one of my best
I guess I'm just ready for this whole Valentine's day crap
to go by.
Tim came into work last night with his new gf...I don't
like Tim anymore and it still bugs me.
Derrick has been talking quite a bit about HIS gf...I find
am very replaceable.
Which is the source of great worry to me.
All the sweet nothings whispered in my ear are in fact
exactly that. Nothing. Empty words to fill space.. to bind
me to them but never them to me.
I have realized as of late that I have made the mistake of
taking sex for love.
It sucks the magic out of everything and drains both
emotionally when push comes to shove.
Today I look forward to a little sleep and a lot of reading
and personal time.
The one I would really love to talk to and hold I cant.
I can talk to him..but never hold. I can only hope he
of me as much as I do him..