last night me and my love alexi had a fight I thought she
was going to ask to be relessed. I would of relessed her
if she had it would of hurt me for I love this woman but
damit I tired of alwas fighting and tired that nothing I
do or try to do is right. i dont know which way is up
anymore eveytime I think something is going good it all
seems to blow up in my face. i just dont know anymore.
Alexi hasnt ask me to reless her yet but if she dose Im
not going to fight to make her stay if she wants to leave
then Im going to let her. knowing that I never find the
right woman for me if she dose because I truely belive the
woman I want dont exest anymore.