Hakerz338

Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2005-02-12 09:59:00 (UTC)

I hate everyday

Nothing, is right. I get up early today, didn't sleep the
previous night, just thinkin about me and her. I took my
shower, cleaned myself up, then through on some clothes.
Just as I'm about to head out, she sends and e-mail and
it's off. I just sat there, just looking at the screen. I
actually thought, something was goin to go right. I felt
like shit all day. Felt like shit last year in tank t00. I
had my head down, and this time there wasn't anyone to be
like Mo are you ok. Instead, I had tier 3 on my case, then
floor control, and I was so close to just being like fuck
this i don't need this, drop everything, fuckem all and to
walk away. Me though, I took to shit. It gets better, my
parent's care is giving them problems, the racket pinion,
just broke as they were heading home, so the right side of
the car stopped responding going 70 on the highway. I'm
just happy to have them home with me now...I wish I was
happy. Learning to be happy, is hardest thing i'll learn
yet. I'm so empty.

4:58 AM




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