Kendra Adams

Once upon a Sunrise
2005-02-09 21:03:43 (UTC)

suicidal **poem**

Many say that is going to be okay
That I have more to live for today
But nothing is alright tonight
As I cut and put up a fight
Nothing can stop the pain I feel
What is fake seems so real
And now you say that the world is dead
And I stomp off to my bed

Cuz you don’t know how it feels
To be stabbed in the back
And you don’t know how it feels
To be taunted forever

They call me the gothic chick
And I always try to explain
That what I wear is expressing me
And it covers up my pain
And everyone just turns their head
No one wants to know if I am ok
They just act like I am a no one
And now they have nothing left to say

Cuz I cut myself today
And it wasn’t my first time
I was just trying to get rid of the pain
So I cut deeper every time
And now you run to me looking for answers as to why I hurt
And I can only stare you in the eyes and tell you lies
And so now you don’t trust me anymore
And I would advise you try to understand me for once
Cuz you don’t know what’s to be stuck inside me
You don’t understand what I am going through
You don’t even attempt to talk to me
So how are you ever going to understand why I do what I do?
No one has ever mistreated you. You lead a perfect life
Now you ban me like you don’t even know who I am
So, who’s here to save me now, as I cut deeper and deeper?
More desperate for help and understanding everyday?

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