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It's My Life
2005-02-09 03:34:57 (UTC)

I Hate Liking Boyz Its Always So Confusing

Well, Idk, a couple of minutes ago, I was all like, well, I
think it all could be going good, but now I'm not so sure.
Ok, yea I have a lot more friends and they're all awesome,
and I'm still friends with old friends too, but Idk. It
seems like Adam might be starting to like me, but at the
same time, I'm not so sure. Maybe I'm wasting my time,
maybe I'm not, but I'm not so sure what to do, it seems
like I ALWAYS like a person at the WRONG time, and it's
never the RIGHT time. I really like Adam a lot, and I know
I told him that I won't push him into anything, but then
there's Candi. I love her to death, she's one of my best
friends. But she thinks Adam is hot, but she says she'd
never date him cuz she doesn't like him like that; besides,
she's dating Kyle. So why am I so worried about her and
Adam all the time? I don't know why, maybe because the
first night I realized that I liked Adam, just happen to be
the night that Candi and Adam made out like crazy on my
bed, not to mention I was there on the bed too, like on the
wall. I know they're both my friends no matter what, and
Candi wouldn't do anything to hurt me, but idk right now.
They joked around saying that after work tonight that Adam
was gona go to Candi's so that they could have sex, cuz
both of them needed to since it's been too long, but Candi
is dating someone, and that's not right. And plus, she
know's that I like Adam, so she wouldn't do that, WOULD
SHE? I hope to God not! I don't know, I guess I'll just
have to wait until she comes back online, to tell me wats
going on since she got off, so she could hang out with
him. Well, I'll just talk to Jake and write my note to
Stephan, and wait till Candi comes back on, like she said
she would.




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