shantelle

to all thats listening
2005-02-09 03:25:48 (UTC)

This Ones For You....

I've put alot of thought into this, and this is the only
way i know how to say this.. so here it goes.. Greg I know
uve wondered why i talk to jeremy so much.. and if i like
him or even love him.. well here goes nothing.. dont judge
by what you read.. dont hate me for what i may say. i just
want u to know before i say any of this I Love You with
every part of my heart.. But the true and only reason i
want to go see jeremy over spring break is for complete
and utter closure of our situation.. yes i know ive told u
i liked him..but u dont know how long ive liked him or if
i even still do,but for a while now ive even loved him..
yes for a while its been.. but i couldnt tell u its just
so hard to just say it aloud more than u can ever
imgaine.. so I thought what not a better place than in
here.. for you to read what i truely feel .. for him and i
dont want to feel this way for him but i cannot help it..
call me crazy but i figured if i go out there and clear up
a few things i am questioning.. then maybe it can all be
said in done with and stop thinking about this whole
thing thats got me bent out of shape.. cuz it feels like
ive been lying to you but i havent.. ive told u a few
things maybe even touched on it a few times but never gone
in to complete detail over this.. i know and understand
that u may be hurt by this and i hope u can find it
somewhere in your heart to forgive me if u think ive done
something wrong but i had to tell u one way or another.. I
cant hold it in no more..
Take this into consideration while u read the rest.. that
i will always love you and i never had intentions to
hurting u if this does in any way.. but i dont want to
love him anymore.. cuz i love you way too much and u mean
way too much to me.. And i know after you read this ur
going to have a million questions and im willing to answer
but one before you ask.. I Am not in any way planning on
doing anything with him.. to jepordize what we have....Im
sorry you had to read this instead of having to hear this
from me.. just understand it was hard just in general to
even write this.. could u imagine how hard it was to even
keep this from you.. well i will let you read this and
then you can think about everything. and I LOVE YOU




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