brknhrtd24

rantings from a broken heart
2005-02-08 03:52:26 (UTC)

hi

i am still so happy, it feels weird to actually be so happy
all the time, i cant remember ever feeling like this...i
look forward to him calling me every day, i cannot wait
until
we spend time together again...he met my family and they
all liked him alot...when he was drivingme home the other
night we pulled over on the side of the road and were
making out and then i noticed there was a cop outside the
car it was kinda funny...he is so funny he makes me laugh
all the time...like tonight i was down because my parents
were drinking and my mom was being mean, but when i talked
to him i forgot about it no more sadness i cant be sad when
he is there.....when i talk to him i forgot any
troubles...he is so great, i hope he really feels the same
about me cuz itd crush me if he didnt and i think my heart
is too fragile right now for that...but i do think he feels
the same, he seems to anyway...

oh yeah my ex called me today, karma has a way of working
things out (do bad to others and u will receive the
same) ...he called cuz hed gotten pulled over driving
without a listen in an unregistered uninsured vehicle...i
laughed when he told me he got pissed but i find humor in
that, i told him i had nothing to do to help him, and had
no desire to help him. he said "u r supposed to be here, u
were always here for me when things got bad" i said "thats
how i felt when i had nowhere to live, nowhere to sleep,
nowhere to keep my things, no vehicle, when i learned to
sleep alone for the first time in eight years and no one to
have sex with" but i survived and am okay so u will have to
do it alone, he called me a cunt...oh well im sorry but i
dont care, then i told him i had a boyfriend and he should
not call me ever again :-)

talked to my cousin today to he and his wife are having
problems, their relationship is so screwed up i feel sorry
for them ....do not feel like talking about it now...ill
just leave it at its sad...i told my cousin about my
boyfriend :-) he was cute about it, acting protective, but
said he knew i must have strong feelings about "this guy"
if i was telling him...which is true i feel so strongly
about this guy, my head is in the clouds when i think about
him i am just so HAPPY .................... NIGHTY NIGHT
SWEET DREAMS UNTIL NEXT TIME




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