My So Called Life
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2005-02-07 22:04:07 (UTC)

The Past

Well, it's almost the most romantic day of the year. I
finally broke up with TJ last night because it was getting
really hard on me never getting to see him. I just
couldn't bear it anymore. Oh well..a guy named Jason that
goes to my church asked me out and I said yes. He's cool.
I think I miss TJ though. Oh well, not going to dwell on
the past. All the past does is make you think about bad
things that happened to you and make you sad. I hate the
past. Too many bad things have happened to me in the past.
Must not think about the past.

I don't know why I can't stop thinking about a certain
event that happened in my past (not saying what) though. I
thought I was over it, but I guess not. I am listening to
a song that reminds me of it because I thought listening
to it would help me forget about it, but it's just making
me think about it more. I can't stop listening to it
though. No clue why.

I don't know what else to say. I'll write later.