K Tru

Judge Tenderly of Me
2005-02-07 01:26:13 (UTC)

Yellow Butterfly....

By Tahiti 80, is quite possibly one of the best songs I've
heard in a minute. I've downloaded so much of their music
is ridiculous. The lead singers voice is so exquisitely
melodic.If you have the means download it, it falls into a
category deemed appropriately enough: Dream Pop.In the
beginning the guy is talkin about how he wants this chick
to see him as her possible lover rather than that
frustrating, "love ya like a brother" type shit. He speaks
of a yellow butterfly that he sees when he looks into her
eyes.
Then I start to wonder if feelings like that really
exist.I've never known a man to think whimsically about a
gal that he fancies. Or if he does it's not out loud, the
men of my generation have become hell bent on being
masculine and all that it encompasses.Any mention of
something associated with being feminine and it's quickly
pointed out that he isn't manly. I can't begin to recall
the amount of times that I got turned off once I realized
his primary goal was to fuck me.I think It's why I think
I 've become so disenchanted with the male sex. But I
still find them attractive, but rarely find a need to want
to get to know them.
The singer then goes on to tell the girl I guess he's
speaking to, not to look to deeply for the meaning in
things because she might be dissapointed. and he has
things in the back of his mind that he doesn't want her to
know. Which sort of proves my whole point. Sometimes I let
my thinking go even further and toy with the idea of being
interested in women, although I find many women attractive
I don't want to be with any intimately. :smile: John
thinks I would like the lifestyle of a lesbian and
strongly encourages it. (NO SURPRISE)
I just want to be with someone that wants more than to
satisfy his sexual urges. I can't remember the last time I
had sex, nor the last time I've wanted to. It's never been
my style to sleep around MAMA DIDN'T RAISE NO HO!
AAANNNDD if I had sex every time I was pursued I'd have to
go to home depot to buy a new set of walls ya dig? Sex to
me is just an act, but when done with someone you care
about...it's excellent to say the least.




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