Princess_Lauren2002

Used n Abused
2005-02-05 23:52:11 (UTC)

SO fUCKING bOReD

Hello again i haven't typed in here for a month or
something. In january i went to houston saw jesse yada yada
had fun. OK now i got news! lol A 2 weeks ago i did
something i thought i'd never do anything. I cheated on
jesse ..like littarly not just talking someone on the phone
i mean MakEing OUt. lol hehe it was with a boy i've know
for a while. So i dont know it happened. I just kept
thinking of all the times i've had chances to kiss someone
and i dont and i know how much i regret it. It wasn't me
who was trying to kiss him . he kept trying to kiss him and
at first i would only give him a peck but then i was like
what the hell so i made out with him everytime he came
over. He kisses different.lol open mouth but not to much
tongue...its nice though.lol and then something happend not
bad but still it shouldnt of happened but it did. well Not
to long ago it got out to my boyfriends cousin that i made
out with the other boy MATT so... i had to deny ..I will
not ever admit to anything like that.
NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. AND hes cousin seen pictures and
still i said no i didnt do it. Lies lies lies lies..But
you'd think i would feel bad but i dont . Cause every boy i
have been with has cheated on me so i figured what the
hell.lol so i did and im happy i did.. once in a
lifetime.lol but now i have been hearing the boy MATT has
been saying for boyfriend should quit messing with me cause
im a hoe? i dont think he said that. i've been friends with
him for a long time and i think if he had anything to say
about me he would say it to my face. yup but maybe he just
wants me to break up with jesse so he can be with me? Not
likely. but i dunno. Oh did i mention MATT IS HOTTT.
MUSCLES I SWEAR TO GOD!!! BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLL. DARK HAIR BLUE
EYES JUST BEAUTIFUL!!!. ON THE OTHER hand Jesse isnt no
cracker jack prize.lol red hair blue eyes.. still i dunno .
honestly i wanna be singel but that would break Jesse's
heart if i told him that. but i dunno god will guid me to
what to do. well im gonna go moms home with stuff from
walmart. IF ANYONE READS THIS AND YOU HAVE ADVICE PLEASE
GIVE IT@@!!! TOODLES goD blEsS LOVE ALWAYS
LaurEn "RalPH lAUrEll
UsEd N aBuSeD




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