angels heart

Through my eyes..
2005-02-03 18:21:09 (UTC)

about last night..

...last night..last night was so wonderful..he came back
into town from being gone so long..and i was so happy to
finally see him after so long. I dont know how someone
could work away from home for such a long time and not be
effected..but i hear from him often while hes gone and hes
always saying how he wishes he was home with me. he is
unlike any man ive ever known..but in the same breath i
still talk to my ex bf..and i know its wrong..he wasnt a
bad bf..we just had some problems..but it was me that did
wrong..and made our relationship end..and i dont have the
strenght to tell him its over..feel like im still calling
him to comfort him..and me at a fault..and i do plan to end
it..to complete it move forward cause this other man ive
with..hes so much more..more than i ever knew and had..and
i dont want to mess things up..im slowly getting things in
my life that matter..school, and hopefully the kids
soon..and having the prefect relationship with a loving man
that loves me just as strongly as i do him..nothing more
wonderful in the world than that..and last night was
beautiful..touching and loving..like to mirror images in a
mirror..reflecting each other..that is love..pure love..




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