daily self deceptions...
...feels so right.
Today is another long day. Where everything is moving
slowly. I've already talked to 'Dirty' 3 times so far today
adn it's only 1pm. Tonight is another night where we will
talk for hours and hours until one of us passes out. It's
so insane... it's like I'm in Elementary School again and
like you stay up all night talking to your little
boyfriend. Yet here I am in my twenties and it's happening
now. Maybe my life is moving in reverse. That's somewhat
frightening. Even tho I think it would be awesome to go
back to a day of like when I was, Oh I dunno, like 17
again. God that was a long time ago...