Dragongirl20989

Soul Flares
2005-02-02 23:52:40 (UTC)

Break Up . . . or Not

Cori and Tom are breaking up, only Tom doesn't know it yet.
In one way I'm happy, because Tom really wasn't that good
for her, and now we can hang out more. Yet at the same time
I feel guilty for feeling that way, because well I just do.
I don't want to be happy about their breaking up when I can
see it causing Cori so much pain, and knowing how much it
will hurt Tom, I shouldn't. Only that I still do. Am I a
horible friend? I don't know, I just can't see the bright
side to my feelings, because I know I shouldn't be happy
that their breaking up. One VERY good thing though is that
they never acually had sex, almost, but didn't. That will
make it a bit easier for them I think because that hormone
that makes people attachted to one another isn't in their
system. Still it will hurt both of them, and I have to be
their for them, I'll never be on the breaking up side, but
I'm starting to become VERY aquainted with the other people
who hurt becase they do. I want Cori to be happy, but I KNEW
that it wouldn't last, it just couldn't last.

Then again, I guess they just couldn't go through with it.
They're still together. If you ask me, I still think they
should have split up, but whatever. As long as she's happy
what does it matter.

And so it continues, Cori broke up with him, they were both
crying, then today they're back together. I still think they
should break up, yeah maybe they do REALLY like eachother,
but they don't LOVE each other, and besides, Tom's just
really no good for her. Oh well, not my life, so I shouldn't
talk.

I found out that I might get my wish, Cori and Tom are
talking, but Cori thinks she might like Will, and so a break
up will happen. It's taken one HELL of a long time but I
think it's enevitable. With the way Tom was today at school
and the way Cori's feeling, I just don't see how she wont be
able to break up with him at this point.

Which I know know she will do. It's just she's going to
SLOWLY do it, because of the way he acted last time. Joy.
Worst of all they're going to Prom, so she'll wait until
after that, and she's still making out with him and ditching
me for him . . . and I don't like Tom and he's really
pissing me off!




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