futbolprincess

Rest in Pieces
2005-02-01 22:33:10 (UTC)

couldnt sleep

i coudlnt sleep last nite. i cried for a whiel. and even tho
i kno it did no good i still did it. i woudl realzie its not
helpn n id stop, and cuz i couldnt breathe, but then i'd
juss start again, this went on for an hr. i couldnt sleep. i
feel so guilty about this. its my fault that i cant go. me
goin there was all in my hands, n if im not able to go its
my fault. i feel like i faild him. i dunno wut to do. im so
lost i dunno wut to do. it hurts a lot n its tearn me up
insdie. i dunno wut else to say.

it hurts a lot




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