J-Bunny

My Life (yawn)
2005-01-29 13:35:47 (UTC)

Tues

Saw R on Tues for some unexpected sex. Interesting, this
whole control thing he's got going on. Wish I had the will
power to not allow myself to jump everytime he says he's
got a hard-on.

When will I learn.

On a different note, M told me my ass is getting big which
sent me into a whirlwind. I've been working out.....he
claims he was just being a dick and he knows that bugs me.
However, it was the first/last thing I thought of
before/after bed.
Jerk off.

Why did I make my hair appointment so damn early? What was
I thinking. It's below zero for godsakes.
I wonder if I'll go through with a different look.

C and I are suppose to go to that stupid singles dance. How
gay? I can't believe I'm even considering going. I've
stereotyped it as friggin losers with no hair and tiny
dicks that go there.
Would it be rude to have a sign on me that says "unless you
dick is 9 inches or more don't even bothe" ha ha ha
Anyway, C is notorious for blowing me off. So we'll see if
it really happens.
If not, no big deal. I really shouldn't rip it up tonight.
I'd like to go into work tomorrow to get some crap done
with this AOW party. Man, am I stressed about this.
BTW - the company extended my contract until the end of
July. Yeah! big bucks will continue rolling in.
Here's my plan on how I'm spending it:
Continue to put more $$ towards the new car
First new purchase....crap I just remembered I ordered fog
lights....well fog lights then it's the marble bench for
the family plot (Gram will pick out).
A motorcycle for me...I've always wanted to learn to ride.
I've got to move....M is selling the place and well, since
we're not dating any more guess I'll have to move on.
I'd love a dog....however I don't know how realistic that
really is since I travel a lot
So perhaps I'll go for.......laser hair treatment (eye
brows, etc. pain in the ass to keep doing)
That's really about it right now.....Oh yeah, I'd love to
take a carribean vacation. What sucks the big one is that
I'd like of like R to go with me. I know, I'm a jerk.
Since I travel so much, it wouldn't be out of character to
go some where by myself however I have a problem
just "chillin." Mmmm.....I guess if I went some where I
could book all kinds of crap to do for myself so I don't
have time to think that I'm pathetically alone.
Why are all the 'good' guys married or cheating on their
wives ??? I don't get it.




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