Go Veg

The Road to Vegetaria
2005-01-28 17:15:07 (UTC)

Countdown

Friday January 28 2005
12:01pm EST

Gawd, t-minus 36 hours until I turn 30. *ack*

Hm, so I went to that all-day training yesterday. It was
kinda boring. Came home, snuggled on the couch under the
electric blanket and didn't do any yoga, using my headache
as an excuse. I'm trying to keep track of my headaches now,
because I think I might be getting more than is normal. I
made up my yummy vegetable soup, it was delicious. I think
I might start throwing some carrots in there too. Yum.
Talked to my sister for a bit. Jon got home around 8:15. We
watched Apprentice together, I told him about my job
options. He said we'd talk it out and he'd help me make a
decision, but that didn't happen yet.

I went to bed around 10:30... was pretty tired. Got to
work, farking freezing in here. It's finally warming up
now. BBL told me I could pick up a small space heater if I
needed to and get reimbursed for it. I might...

I've done some work today... I'm dying to leave early. Part
of my hesitation with this clinic job is that I wouldn't
have as much freedom with taking time off, keeping my
schedule flexible. I do love that. BUT, it's also been
something that's made me feel shitty... like, if/when I
leave early today, I'll be psyched that I'm out early, but
I'll be like "what if my boss calls me and sees I'm not
there and thinks I snuck out early and decides to call me
out??" Then I feel shitty. Like I'm doing something wrong,
when I know that my boss really doesn't give a shit because
she likes me and knows I do a good job. I just have that
guilty conscience about everything.

Ok, so tomorrow at this time I'll be in lovely Charleston.
YAY! Lisa lived there for a while so she gave Jon some info
on the area. How cool. Oh, and Jon's setting something up
for us to go visit Seth & Patti in the next few months.
He's seriously all about being social and nurturing his
friendships, isn't he? Thank god one of us is!!

I went back and re-read what I wrote about Heather sending
me birthday wishes and I got all pissed off again. Kinda
wish she'd forgotten, you know? I'm starting to worry about
whether or not I should invite her to our party in
September. Seriously -- I feel like she'd better shape up
soon... I'm just so sad about her.

Anyway... I need to do some more work and then figure out
what time I'm ditching this hell hole.




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