Kendra Adams

Once upon a Sunrise
2005-01-28 13:53:51 (UTC)

poem 6

08/28/04
I close my eyes... I want to cry. I feel like I can die.
But you have to know that I did try to make it last night.
I talked to myself and put up a fight. I can't stand how I
feel now. I feel so small. I don't see how you can not be
mad at me... Cause I would be! I'd be pissed because you
let me down... But it's the other way around...So I make
no
sound except the tear drops that fall onto the ground.
I feel like my world is going down...Like I've let you
down
I feel like I'm drowning and there's no where out. I can't
find my self ne more. I can't figure out why you still
care. I love you forever more...And that will never
change.
I'll always love you...Life is not the same...
I cry now because I don't know how…IDK how you will
feel...Like is this really real?
Has our love been broken? Have our hearts truly spoken?
Why do I feel like I am choking? Cause I am… I am choking
for you…’Cause I love you, and This I will not hide...
Just
the other night I really could have died...
But now as I wipe away my tears…I really wish you were
here
to take away my pain and ease all my fear




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