Elizabeth

Elizabeth M.
2005-01-26 16:34:26 (UTC)

Time

It was unsually last night. Mark was in a good mood, I
caught him staring at me while I'll was driving. He put his
hands on my head, playing w/my hair. It was a good feeling.
We all went to Ollie's house, And it started. Mark started
to run his mouth about what heather said. He was the leader
of the hen house. And he wonders why there are rumors?
He looks at me like I am the one starting the rumors. He
gets so upset about it and I can't understand why, It's not
like its going to hurt anyone, So what if Heather forgot my
last name and she used his and said that we were married.
He should be flater by that but instead he blows up. What
the fuck ever, I think it's because he thinks Karen is
going to find out and fuck up his future plans w/her.
Besides She already thinks were engaged. I don't care
anymore. Fuck this shit.
Robin & I had a discussion, she could see that I was a bit
upset. She had said that she didn't understand why Mark
treats me so badly and that he doesnt deserve me, She said
that I treat him as good as gold and he cant even see how
bad he's fucking it up. She went on to ask me why I even
stick around and put up w/ him, I told her that I didn't
know that I just love him. She was asking if I ever stopped
talking to him and I said yes and then he would call me,
she was saying that I shouldn't answer the phone and make
him think about how good he has it w/me and make him miss
me. I told her that I would think about it. She went on
about how he continues to be stupid about Karen and that
She continues to do the same thing to him everytime and he
doesn't learn.
Anyways, after droping him off at his house, I was hoping
that he would of asked me to come in for a few but he
didn't so I went to Rowan's house, He later called me and
asked me what I did w/his chew. Like I keep track of that
shit. He asked me what time for him to call me and I said
WHY? You know sometimes I don't even understand. One minute
he wants to be together and the next he doesn't. I am not a
taxi driver or his maid. I like to help out and all but
what in the hell do I get out of it? MIxed messages. I am
not trying to be mean or anything but .... I don't know. I
am going to stay positive about everything and be happy for
everyday that get time to spend w/him and my loveones.




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