chelsss

a thousand clever lines written on a tho
2005-01-26 01:41:19 (UTC)

fuck ...

sometimes I feel like I have nobody..it's like..me and my
best friends are so much alike but SO different at the
same time, which makes us close to eachtoher...but the
differentness scares me at times...like for example...I'll
use Leshaya and Jamie as two girls names.......say I am
very very close with leshaya, but am also semi close w/
Jamie..but at the same time jamie and leshaya are suuper
fucking tight as well..well see when I'm alone w/ leshaya
I can totally be myself, tell her everything I need to
tell her...but when I'm w/ jamie AND leshaya...it's like
i'm not really there...and i can't be myself...i feel like
i'm being judged or...I don't act how I should be acting
when Im' w/ them..GOD my dad just told me to stop using
negative fucking lines in my msn names becuz he thinks
they are about jesse and he thinks that i wannt jese to
see all my names becuz it'll change his mind..LIKE WHAT..i
dont even care about jesse anymore, and my msn names are
gona be how I WANT them to be, they are how i feel, they
are lines from songs that relate to me, and my
thoughts..SO BE IT...




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