wierd life of a girlinadarkprison
Am i going back down the spiral where once at the bottom
you cant get back up?
I fee like i am coming out of that night of depression but
something says to me that it might not be for one night. i
dunno why i hate myself for what was said between me, my ex
and Craig..i just do. oh what the fuck is going on with
told Craig it was a one off with me self harming and i
promised it..this is a promise i want to keep, as the
spiral looks steaper than the last one.
Dont get me wrong i feel happy but with Craig not here i
feel like half alive..like as i said with him going back
home it feels like a chunk of me has just gone away...i
really want to feel whole again...as at the moment i am
half dead. soon i guess.
well there you go you all probaly think i am mad depressed
bitch. oh well think what you like.