jessica

*jEsSiCa LyN
2005-01-24 19:00:37 (UTC)

SeNiOr YeAr

Its the last semester of my senior year and i am all ready
to get out of school. I need to find a job so when my mom
moves to indiana i can stay here with my friends! I don't
want to go with her at all. Thats her life there, mine is
here...unfortuately! Rene, Scarlett, & Chris don't want me
to leave. I don't want to leave them either.

Chris is cool. I've known him for about a month now and he
seems sweet. He wants to "date" but I don't want to. I am
attracted to him, but at the same time I'm not. I don't
know...I always pick the wrong guys to date anyways. But he
seems to be sticking it out with me. i LoVe HiM...He's
great.

I really miss guard. I honestly do...I thought I would
never say that but i just did. I was going to do
winterguard BUT my stupid mother stepped in and said "you
have to get a job first". Needless to say that hasn't
happened yet! I am still unemployed! Mainly because no
where is hiring. I wish there was...and I don't want to
work in fast food anymore! I think I'm going to try and get
a job at Goody's or something like that. I just need a job!
Rob seems to be able to get a job where ever he goes. I
hate him sometimes. GOSH!

Lately I've been hanging out with a few boys. They are
awesome and they are seriously crazy. Its funny how that
happens. I'm glad we've met up. They're cool as hell.
Especially chris. I can talk to him about anything. Its
awesome and he's awesome. I'm so happy...they have really
relieved a little stress from my life. They always make me
laugh. Its great! i LoVe YoU bOyS!




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