My Disturbing Thoughts
2005-01-21 20:29:31 (UTC)

Ai Desu Ka

I went to bed last night

HATING the whole world

even you

I went to bed last night

Thinking you are decieving me

Thinking you are trying to hurt me

I didn't want to stay beside you

I couldn't stand the feeling

The feeling that the whole world is against me

The feeling that the person I love most hates me

I finally went to sleep

Planning my escape from this world

Yet when I woke up

I felt completely different

I looked over at you

Sleeping so peacefully

And realized I am an idiot

Even if you are pretending

I should cherish the time we have together now

And try to make the best of it

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