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2005-01-21 05:02:53 (UTC)

Cloudy Days

Ok, so I'm stupid. I hate being this way. I WILL get over
myself by golly if its the last thing I do tonight!!! (this
is not to say that I have to read Ch5 of English, Ch 9 for
Oral Comm, and like ten billion things for religion, not to
mention the Great Gatsby which I apparently lost is
supposed to be read tomorrow.) I hope you're having fun
Jon. I really do. You looked so cute when you left, but
when do you not? I know some girl will see you and "take a
shine" to you in my terrible hickish language. How could
one not. You're so charismatic. I would. I only hope
she's not skanky. I'm not really worried. You have better
taste than that. I'm trying not to be jealous. If I
wasn't down in general it would be easier to hide. Im so
sorry. I hope you don't think of me. I think you'll have
more fun if you don't. I want tonight to be exactly what
you've been needing. You've needed something lately and
I'm not convinced that I know what it is. Anyway. Whitney
and I decided not to go to headliners because of the
weather... and the fact that we did not know how to get
there. Sorry that I seem like something is bothering me.
Something is but I don't know what it is. I guess its
school. I don't know. I'm sorry if I flirt excessively.
I hope you do not pay attention for me because you want me
to be happy. I want you to pay attention to me because you
want to. You don't have to. I don't want to become a
chore or a hindrance. Blast. Blah. I don't know. I'm so
afraid I'm going to bother whit with my weirdness. I'm
listening to Alison Krauss before popularity and sex appeal
to brighten my spirits. I swear right here that I will
greet you cheerily... if you do in fact communicate with me
before you sleep. I halfway expect that I might, even
though I shouldn't. There's so much inside of me right now
that I can't say here either because I can't word it
or ...well I guess that's just it. i can't word it to
where I feel it would be appropriate to say to you. I hope
you had fun.

Final Thought: Cloudy Days don't the sun ever shine
anymore? Stormy weather will you always be around? When
I'm down I can't stand cloudy days.

Other Final Thought: Through trials trouble and care, I
know that Jesus my Savior is there giving me faith through
dark estates keeping me on the narrow way. Jesus savior
help me each day. Fill me with hope. Fill me with grace.
Darkness retreats at the touch of your hand. Jesus Savior
help me to stand. Jesus lived through darkest days rejected
by men dispising the shame when those sorrows aquainted
with grief he gave his life that we may be free. Jesus
savior help me each day. Fill me with hope. Fill me with
grace. Darkness retreats at the touch of your hand. Jesus
Savior help me to stand. I know that Jesus died for me
Cancelled my debt at calvary rose from the dead, unlocked
Heaven's door, trust in his love and live evermore. Jesus
savior help me each day. Fill me with hope. Fill me with
grace. Darkness retreats at the touch of your hand. Jesus
Savior help me to stand.


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