onlyme29

Sir, this is for you
2005-01-21 04:24:18 (UTC)

um..

jan 20 10:17 pm

i don't know why that particular song popped into my
head... that's just what happens with my mind.. it gets
annoying sometimes because then the song will be stuck in
my head for days sometime!!! it's really hard to deal with.
so i miss you. and um, yeah. good times...
i don't really have anything else to right about.
well, i guess i do... i don't really like this whole diary
thing. it's lame. i hate having to think of things to say
to you. i NEVER know what to say. can you imagine? me? at
a loss for words? this journal thing only makes it easier
for me to avoid discussing things with you face to face..
(well, you know what i mean)... it's because i know that i
don't have to worry and can just type all the shit down.
but i don't that really helps with communication issues.
but that's just me, and what do i know? nothing.
maybe it's just that i've never been one to share things.
i'm kind of a secretive person. maybe even an introvert.
who knows, really.
so i quit my job today. i was tired of. time to move on. i
applied to work at a japanese florist. i dunno if i got
the job yet for sure, but i'm pretty confident that i did.
it'll be fun and the owner is this really blunt old
japanese lady. she's hilarious. but it would only be
every other day. so i think i'll apply to another one.
maybe i can work at a restaurant or something. who knows.
i just get tired of staying with one thing. i was starting
to become bored with my previous job. and kids are so
unappreciative anyway. so why should i waste my efforts on
them?
oh, and i cancelled my concert too. i don't want to do it.
i hate the fucking piano.
ok well, bye.




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