Cath

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on the streets
Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all theway
I don't ever wanna feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

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Sometimes I feel so lonely.
I feel like I'm the only one in this world, and all I've
got is me. And when it's all said and done, when the
lights go out and the fat lady sings; who's there but me?
No one. To get through this world we have to cling to each
other, we can't go through life alone. But in the end all
you've got is your sorry self and I sure hope you've
turned out to be someone you can tolerate.

The other day I walked home from uni. Ben was in the Alps
and my friends were all busy. I was walking across the
bridge from uni, and I felt so alone. I passed all these
people I'd never seen before and probably won't ever see
again. Not one familiuar face. Some friendly faces, but
none that I knew. I felt so sad and alone. And walking
over the bridge and feeling lonely, I got to think of this
song by the Red Hot Chili Peppers.

Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in,
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

And it made me feel better. Cause the bridge was
familiuar, the threes were known, I had walked there many
times before. After I've moved to Trondheim, I've often
thought of how much closer I feel to my hometown than to
Trondheim. My hometown is where I grew up, I know every
street and every house. It's a part of me and I feel at
home. Trondheim is a bigger city, it's new and not
familiuar. With my total lack of direction, I sometimes
get lost. But as I walked across the bridge, I realized
that it WAS familiuar. I knew it. It was my way home, to
the home I've made with Ben. And tho I felt lonely, it was
only a feeling. Cause I'm not lonely. I'm actually very
happy. Perhaps as happy as I've ever been. I've got this
wonderful boyfriend that can make me smile without saying
a word, without even beeing there. And I've got friends
that care. And a loving family. And I just got an A on my
exam. And I've got enough money to buy what I need and
then some. And I'm loved

Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel like my only friend
Is the city I live in,
the city of angels

But it's not. It's one of them, but not the only one.
And I've got a partner.