just another someone

xwhenXmyXheartXbreaksXandXspillsx
2005-01-20 11:32:50 (UTC)

here we go

ok well, yesterday i spent a while writing my first entry
to my diary, then i realised id done something to "upset"
the system as it wer so my fat computer decided to not let
me submit my entry. wich i was not too happy about.
well, i went to the doctors today with my lovely mother,
the doctor gave me some medecin so hopefully ill be better
for the gig tomorrow and taking back sunday on saturday.
woop woop. i still havnt decided what to wear tomorrow,
thats hoping im better, i should be...i dont know why im
bothering about what i wear, its not asif any body will
notice me, im just the geeky kid who likes emo. nothing
special, all the time at gigs i end up carrying my drunken
friends outside anyway so i really shouldnt worry about
what to wear, but its nice to feel good for once isnt it?
hmm well i was debating writing "the boy i met at the
other tbs gig in july" a letter, after what happend on
saturday. i know he was happy about what happend. but we
decided we cant go on being like how we are. he knows he
would hurt me, and yeah, he probs would. so as he said "im
letting you go cause i care for you too much" i suppose
sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind ey? well i suppose
he helped me get over my ex so...things arnt too bad. heres
me worrying about stupid little things when there are
people out there with real problems, self fish arnt i? but
i suppose everyone is to a certern extent.
well yesterday i was on pure volume, and i found out about
this acoustic band called "two promises" and their muisic
is so beautiful, y'know, the type of music that sends
shivers up your spine? i havnt heard music that good since
the day i first heard dashboard.

any way, bye bye xxx




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