Samata

Ordinary Girl
2005-01-19 21:06:52 (UTC)

Mom

The tension is building. My mother is going to have surgery
next Tuesday. She has a colostomy bag and she going to try
to have it removed. Its a dangerouse surgery. And she has
had so many other surgeries that just going under is
extremely dangerouse. Top that off with the fact that she
nearly died durring the last one. We are all so scared,
including mom. You can see the worry on all our faces. The
day of the surgery is going to be hell. Last time Mandi was
with me. She held me together. If she hadn't been there I
don't know what would have happend. This time she has to
work and can't get out of it. So Miah is going to be with
me. He told me he would be there no matter what. Brenda
even said he should be there with me. I am comforted by the
fact that He'll be there but I am also a little worried
about what will happen. Mom and dad know about he and I and
they know everything. The have made it clear that they do
not aprove and that they love me regaurless of what I
choose. BUt the rest of my family doesn't know. I can't
imajin what my sister is going to do or sayu when she
realizes what he is to me. I uess only time will tell.




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