Nemo

Life
2005-01-18 01:30:36 (UTC)

i m so upset now... why... why..

i'm so upset now... why... why am i not worth calling all
day to see? why? why am i not enough.
i feel like we've switched places. before you were only
able to give yourself.. now all i have to give you is me,
and apparently it isn't enough. why..... why couldn't you
call. i could have ended the photo shoot at any time. shit
almost a whole hour and a half was just waiting around for
Eric. the pictures were wonderful though. i wish you would
have called.... i wanted you to be there with me. i wanted
to see you.. i wanted to lie next to you for a little
while.. or just spend time with you. i want to see you
tonight but i don't know if i'll leave the house or not.
the boys sit back and watch me change before them because
of this. they watch my submissiveness because i'll do
whatever you want me to just to see you. i should have
stayed home... then maybe i'd get to see you...

maybe some other time.
jusqu'à ce que mon coeur est permis de battre encore

Kittie




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