naughttychild

ANARCHYCOOKBOOK
2005-01-16 02:58:56 (UTC)

MY SOUL MATE

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN A SERIOUS
RELATIONSHIP. I USED TO BE SELFISH, AND CARELESS. I HAVE
FOUND SOMEONE THAT I FINALLY CAN SEE MYSELF MARRYING.
BEFORE I MET RADOUAN I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD NEED ANYONE TO
HELP ME IN LIFE. I WANTED TO LIVE MY LIFE BY MYSELF, I
THOUGHT I COULD MAKE IT ON MY OWN. SOMETIMES I LOOK AT MY
PARENTS AND THEY SEEM SO UNHAPPY TOGETHER, THEY DO NOT EVEN
SLEEP IN SAME THE SAME BED SOMETIMES. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN
AFRAID TO FALL IN LOVE. MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME NEVER TO FALL
IN LOVE, AT LEAST UNTIL I WAS WELL OUT OF COLLEGE. TO TELL
YOU THE TRUTH I WAS AFRAID TO BECOME EVEN A LITTLE
DEPENDENT ON ANYONE FOR HELP, UNTIL I MEANT MY BOYFRIEND.
IT IS FUNNY HOW PEOPLE MEET, BUT I AM THANKFUL I MEANT HIM.
HE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE, I NEVER THOUGHT ANYONE COULD HELP
ME THE WAY HE HAS HELPED ME, I LOVE HIM. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I
WOULD NEVER SACRAFICE ANYTHING FOR SOMEONE, WITH RADOUAN, I
WOULD. I FEEL LOVE WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER. I FEEL HIM WHEN WE
ARE FAR, I KNOW WE ARE MEANT FOR EACHOTHER. IT IS DESTINY.
I USED TO ONLY STUDY, AND I DID NOT ENJOY LIFE, FOR ME IT
WAS ALWAYS DARK, NOW THAT I HAVE MEANT HIM, THERE IS LIGHT
IN MY LIFE. ADVENTURE, LOVE, PASSION. WITH RADOUAN I FEEL
SAFE. HE LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM. NO ONE WILL EVER COME
BETWEEN US.


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