Growing From Pain

It is Absolutely Amazing
2005-01-13 05:46:52 (UTC)

The Betrayal

The Betrayal
Ryan and Elizabeth had been dating for about a week. I could tell it wasn’t
going well. Ryan and I were behaving as we always had just without kissing
and sex. The massages, caressing, the friendliness was all still there. The day
they broke up Elizabeth had told me in the afternoon that she didn’t
necessarily want to date him but if it came to having him as a boyfriend or
not having him at all, she would choose having him as a boyfriend. I talked to
Wade later a friend of Elizabeth’s who was still in love with her. He asked me
what was going on with the three of us and what was going on with Elizabeth
and Ryan. I didn’t hold back any longer. I told him that Ryan had been
sleeping with the both of us that semester, partially with us not knowing.
That Ryan and Elizabeth were now dating. He had no idea. Part of Elizabeth’s
deal was she had to be willing to let all her friends and family know they were
dating, and she had yet to do that. I went over to talk to Ryan. We were
talking about the usual websites, computers, etc. He came over and sat on
the bed with me I was lying next to him. I got up and started rubbing his feet
and his legs and his thighs. After I stopped going any higher so as not to
“break any rules”. He looked at me and told me to go as far as I could. To this
I began to massage his groin. This lasted a few minutes. Then we both
stopped. He sat up and I sat up. We were facing one another and our
foreheads were pressed together. We kissed and then we started to kiss again
but he pulled away. I quickly told him that it wasn’t his fault. At the time I
would have done anything to protect him. Even take all the responsibility for
his promiscuity. We separated ourselves to keep our hands away from one
another. I told him I didn’t believe she had told everyone and that wasn’t fair
to him. I told him I didn’t think he wanted a relationship, to which he replied
by giving me pleading eyes and slightly shaking his head “no”. I told him I
understood why he had asked her out, because he felt responsible for her
suicide attempt. I told him that it was a valiant effort but that Elizabeth had to
fix herself. He replied to that by saying if He broke up with her, it would kill
her. That night they broke up. That night he asked me to go down on him. Of
course I did, I would have done anything for him. The next day my friend
came into town, and the following day Ryan and I had sex again.




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