jenn_parr

jenn parr
2005-01-13 04:28:14 (UTC)

Feeling good

Well today has been an odd day so far. Its the first day that I felt
"skinnier" and it showed in my face too. I was so proud of myself
and how far I have come. I know I am still overweight, and have a
very long way to go, but I just finally felt lighter and sexier. I
actually was able to do things with Daniel today. The love we
shared together was amazing. And having time alone with no kids
for awhile helped. And it helped reconnect our love for each other
just spending time with each other. And of course the making love
part helped too. Just simply amazing today!

Daniel of course loved this new attitude and it showed. We plan
on taking a day this week and having a photo day. Take a ton of
pictures of me in all my outfits like I did prior to surgery.

I am dissapointed in my eating today. I am still hungry, but
everything I eat is high in calories. Things that are low calorie dont
fill me up and I end up eating alot and just equaling the high
calorie food. Just feel like I am not doing things right. I dont want
to fail at this new life and what the surgery has done for me.

Tomorrow I am volunteering at Owens school. The kids all know
me well and have fun chasing me around during play time. So that
should give me some excercise. I love going there for the 3 1/2hrs.
And it gives me time to spend with Owen and see him in an
educational setting. Daniel will be volunteering on Friday.

I go on Saturday to moms to do laundry. I am going to weigh
myself on Helen's scale to see how much I lost. I hope its alot
because I have been working hard. I did 25 sit-ups today and
jumped on the trampoline for 10 mins straight.

i went to Curves today to see about waiving the sign up fee so I
can start going, but they wont. They did tell me about a promotion
going on in March where I bring in 1 grocery bag full of cans and
stuff and they waive the sign up fee. And then if I pay the full year
at once (there is a year contract anyways) then I get 10% off. So
March 1st I will show up with $318 and get a full years
membership.

I did something horrible today. The title to the car was in an
envelope and was on the floor of the car on my side. And I think I
threw it away when I picked up all the ads and stuff. I am just sooo
afraid of telling Daniel. Well I hope it goes well otherwise I am
sleeping on the couch.




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