dark_purity

Journal of Ranting
2005-01-13 02:09:13 (UTC)

fades into nothingness

WEll sometime si wish i could...but i can't. Tomorrow i
have to go to my work and ask the CSS'S there if somebody
took my schedule for friday, cuz i really want to take it
off. but i shouldn't take it off becasue then i'll only be
working one day this week instead of three. I had the most
strangest dream today when i took a nap. I'm not going to
write it here it's much too deatalie and shit. i feel a
little bit better but i have a stomach ache and i know what
it's from it's from mashed potatoes cuz i put a bit to much
milk and butter in it. skating tomorrow and i'm going and
hopefully joe will be able to go, i want to skate with him.
and then speaking of joe lol this journal is mostly about
him and school well i can't write details about joe in my
livejournal journal becasue like prolly three of his friends
read it and so do my friends and they would be highly
disapinted in me if they knew what joe and i did the first
time we hung out....(right now i'm trying my best to decribe
to my friend nikki what master/slave is like and what it
is). my uncle is home _ _ i don't want him to be home.
hopefully he will leave me alone but who knows what kind of
mood he will be in. he is going to leave me alone but it's
8:59 almost 9:00 and i wonder will joe get online? maybe he
will maybe he wont....who knows and i am writing about my
dream and adding in a few things and i also am thinking how
much i love joe....love is very powerful and i unfortunatly
know exactly how powerful and here i am thinking how can i a
seventeen year old have feelings like this..but as i really
think about it. i need him..i want him...i love him. he's
not online he's prolly still at work or out withhis friends
i mean that could be a possibility and i wish he was on
becasue i really want to talk to him. oh well he know i
can't call him or he can't call me. i'm writing about my
dream it's gonna be wicked cool....is joe going to get on?




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