clevergirl_janice

J.
2005-01-12 03:41:34 (UTC)

Friends~:(

Dear all,

Today, I had my chin. hist exam...Thank god!~I found that
it's not that difficult...but a bit trying la...I was so
afraid last night...but now I can relax la...cause tomorrow
I'll have the eng. composition exam...no need to study
la...:)

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I want to ask a question... Do u think friendship can
really last forever? Why? O Gosh!!! it is just like the
question on the questions paper, isn't it? Maybe I am
really going to be mad la... but anyway, I really want to
know ur answer...
For me, I can really tell that friendship never lasts
forever... I had many close friends in the past...(I think
u know who they are...)... I did treat them as my best
friends... but we finally had arguments or wat and... u
know what happened next, right?
For me, arguing with friends is a bitter pill to
swallow... it hurt me so much and I really can't forget
it... I know what friends are... I know I'm not their
everything but friend... I understand "friends come and
go"... I really understand... but I don't know why that I
treat all the friends around me so dearly and I really
can't accept what they've done to me... They wanted me to
obey them, to do things same as wat they do...hate others
with them... and they even said many many bad things behind
me...
I never understand why I can be true to them, treat them
as my real friend...but they never do this... It's so
unfair... I cried for it...wrote for it...screamed for
it!!! However, when they knew that I was unhappy, they
never stop doing what they were doing to me... I
was "wondering" at their heartless heart...
I remembered that I said "Oh I am so unhappy..." at
school one afternoon...then one of my classmates stood up
and said to me~"That's none of our business..."
O gosh... How could she say that it was none of her
business?....so heartless...ruthless... That's her made me
have no friends at school... no listener at school...cry
every day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O...I dont want to talk about it anymore... cause I have
so much to say..........
Anyway, hope that ur life is better than me... At least I
hope ur friends wont do these things to u la...

urs,
The lonely little rose in a big garden... so down, so
sad...no one understand...♀↘ ~~ JANICE.




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