brknhrtd24

rantings from a broken heart
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2005-01-12 00:43:38 (UTC)

to him only

I let you love me...I let you touch me...
I let you hurt me... I let you hit me...
I let you kiss me...I let you hug me...
I let you have everything you needed from me...
I let you kill everything that made me me...
I never let me see
who you had become,
I never let me see
how i looked to everyone else (so very dumb)
I let you ruin my heart and my mind
and now I have nothing that is truly mine
you made me lose everything
ive lost my self
esteem ive lost my ability to trust
all i have left is desire for lust
I am sorry that i stuck around so long,
i am sorry that now all i listen to is the sad sad songs
I am sorry that i blamed myself all these years
i am sorry that now all i am stuck with is all these
fears
i am sorry i took so much abuse from you
i am sorry i loved you so much and looked away from how
little you really cared
i am sorry i lied to myself about how much i was hurting
i am sorry i lied to myself about how much i really hated
everything about you
I am sorry now that i am so alone
i am sorry now that all i do is cry
i am sorry that you are such a piece of shit
i am sorry that you suck
I hate what youve made me
i hate that i ever let you break me
I hate you so much, i hate what youve done to me
i hate you for hurting me, i hate you for abusing me
i hate you for taking me for granted
i hate me for meeting you, i hate me for falling for all
your lies
i hate that i let you take advantage of me
i hate that i let you have my body
i hate that i let you have my soul and my love
i hate you...and there is NEVER any chance of us
that is gone now..................


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