becholi

Life as B
2005-01-11 01:46:26 (UTC)

New year changes....

January 3rd 2005 - Met up with Veron for Dinner and later
drinks at Segas. Shared like tons of stuff with her and
she did the same. Kinda decided to save up $$$ and go
backpack in NZ on the 2nd half of this year. Was still
confused as to the state of things, but was good to meet
up with her all the same. She was a good close friend, and
i am so glad that the new year sees us getting
reacquainted with each other again.

January 8th 2005 - I went out on a first official date
kinda thing with Ivan, (even though my wounds were still
sore). We had dinner at Dome and wanted to catch a flick,
but decided to grab a drink at Segas instead. We're still
talking about general stuff, life on the whole, although i
was dying inside to spill my guts at that time. I was also
worried about bumping into Andrew or his friends, but put
caution to the wind laa. We later went to Sheraton for
another drink, the band was pretty good, though it was
their last split for the night. Then we continued on to
Soho's (the place Andrew was hanging out at earlier). Had
our drinks, chatted with a foreign bum and headed home
about 3a.m.

Once we got to my place, Ivan just kinda said he liked me,
and that was when i could not contain it any more and just
spilled da beans. We talked for another 20 minutes in the
car, and ended up with hugs and kisses. It was a night
i'll never forget...the night i found the man i would want
to be with for the rest of my life.

January 11th...Today...This morning i told mom about Ivan.
She was a lil shocked, but suprisingly i did not get
reprimanded. It was only a short conversation, but still i
managed to get the message across and now it is only
Andrew's side i have to worry about...I promise myself
that Ivan will be officially in my life come CNY. He
deserves to be given that honour, and i love him more each
day.




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