Second Best

And so it goes....
2005-01-11 00:50:57 (UTC)

Only You

I haven't cried in a very long time. Sometimes its
like I dont feel at all. Sacrificing joy not to feel pain.
It works well for me. If I don't get emotional about
things, they wont hurt me, right? Today I cried.
The reality is he may be leaving. How does he mean so
much to me if I dont feel? I may have just been numb.
A tidal wave of emotions hit me all at once and I
cried. Hard. He has been such a big part of my life for
these past few years. I didn't realize how important he
was until I thought of him not being there. I care for
him. I know this now. Now how to tell him...




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