lonely guy

lonely guy
2005-01-10 20:10:45 (UTC)

For the best

Hm. well i just got back from going to express to get a
job. I took a measurement quiz and i missed 3...so then i
was just like fuck it give me the test again and i took it
and i still missed 3! lol. im a retard. Anyways, i passed
the test and they're suppose to call me tommorow or the day
after about a job...yeah right. ill never hear from them
again. Tommorow me and johnny are going to manpower to try
and get another job. God i hate my job. it blows so much. i
hardly get any hours...its just a waste of time.
So...when i got back i called kat to see if she was over
leslies b/c i wanted to hang out for a lil bit before work.
But she was at home asleep, thats cool. i didnt mean to
wake her up or anything. She didnt even goto school today
b/c she set her alarm clock wrong. Hm. well i was going to
go and get my check but its too late now. ill just cash it
tommorow. Hm...oh yeah, when i called kat i woke her up
from a dream where i was in it...which is always a good
thing :). Tommorow she might stop by after her 8 oclock
class to snooze for a little bit. She prolly wont but ill
still leave the door unlocked for her. Actually, she'd be
better off sleeping at jessecias dorm...hm maybe she ought
to do that. Shit...i had something cool to say...ok maybe
not....i forget.
I read kats diary and she said something about how she's
worried about me b/c of something i wrote in it. Eh..she
doesnt really need to worry about me. Ill figure shit out
on my own. Ive never really been the guy to bother people
about my problems and im not going to start now. Hm...well
i guess ill end with a lyric from a song.

"and i've become content with this life that i lead
where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything
and i lie to myself
and say "it's for the best."
- Straylight run.

Good song :)
Later




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