Zombiemaster400

Kyle Katarn
2005-01-06 04:59:34 (UTC)

holding back

I had a disturbing dream a few nights ago, and a few
nights before that I had another disturbing dream. Both
resulted in me waking up in great fear.

Dream 1 : I was in heaven *christian* and I suddenly had
started talking to Jesus and he was teaching me all these
cool spiritual tricks. I had asked why and he told
me "dont worry about it". very odd i thought so then i
asked to test them out and he said very well... in a kind
of sad voice.
I was suddenly in a huge rectanguler basement that had
to be like 5 blocks wide and 8 blocks long. I was hidden
behind some rubble and the basement looked like a
battlefield with but a single demon far across from me
tearing up pieces of human flesh and eating them while
making the most disturbing howling noise I have ever
heard. there was a set of stairs in between the demon and
myself exactly half way. I made a mad dash for the stairs
and it looked up at me and made a sickening screech/howl
noise and may courage failed. I woke up was sweating
horrificly.

understand that this demon... was indescribably
frightening. no matter how i try to describe it many will
think me cowardly... but you would have to have seen it to
understand.

This dream has made me thinking about christianity... and
I realized that in the face of Jesus' power, i felt fear.
understand i believe he was indeed real, however i do not
believe the rest of the christian texts. There are many
gods and spirits as well as angels and demons. Devils and
Abominations... and above them all. A Creator who has a
perfect balance of good and evil in its heart.

Dream 2 - I was storming a house and an entity began to
form in front of me, its gaze sent fear through me that is
hard to describe... somebody was standing next to me and
they also had fear i could sense but i no longer know who
i was with. it looked into my eyes and I was paralyzed
with fear, i tried to show courage and start back at it
but my courage failed and i awoke... once again sweaty.

What do these dreams mean... better not to worry about
that now.




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