masterskajira

Daily Journal
2005-01-06 03:43:15 (UTC)

January 5th

i didn't do the best job managing my time this
afternoon/evening and my homework took longer than i
thought it would, so i dont have time to finish the story
of the first time we meet. So, that will be in a later
journal entry. Sorry...i'll try to get it done soon.
Well my day was pretty uneventful, i went to
school...nothing really exciting happened. i found out
that i got a 97 on my AP Language midterm, so that was
cool. i was in a better mood, so that was good too.
Well, so i got home from school and talked to you, i do
agree that we need more time. Hopefully our schedules
will work out better sometime soon. i enjoy so much just
being able to talk to you and spend time with you, getting
to know you even better. Thats the best part of my day,
whether we're playing, just talking, or whatever, i am
happiest when i am spending time with you.
So anyway, you're last message to me before you left
definitly got me pretty worked up. i started my homework
right after that and i was having such a hard time
focusing. i kept picturing you eating me out, licking my
clit, biting it, sucking on it. Just imagining how that
will feel...so much better than my fingers im sure. i
thought a lot about what you said about when we meet that
is when i will become a woman. Everything will be so new,
and all so exciting. And i want to share it all with
you. i do not know if i tolf you how much i had done with
anyone, obviously im a virgin but i really havent done
much at all. i made out with this one guy once, and thats
all ive done. No other kissing and he didnt even feel me
up while we were making out. So no ones hands other than
mine have been on my breasts, let alone anywhere else. So
pretty much everything sexual at all i will experience
with you for the first time. So in that sense, you will
be the one to make me a woman. So yeah ive gotten myself
a little worked up thinking tonight. Not awful, but
pretty horny. My mind was definitly straying while i was
in the shower, i wanted to play with myself so badly but i
didnt of course. i was so wet and so worked up, but ive
managed to calm down a lot since then. Just if i let my
mind wander for a while thats what happens, i always
manage to think about you teasing me and then using me.
The way you play with my nipples, pinching twisting and
sucking them. Then rubbing, stroking, pinching, licking,
sucking, and biting my clit and fingering my dripping cunt
until you have me begging to let me have release. Until
im at the point where ill do ANYTHING for that release.
You know just how to make me a totally willing and eager
slut for you. i love how you know just how to get to me
like that, just how you know me so well already. Its like
youre in my head, and just the way you can manipulate my
body just throught your words over the internet. Words
that arent even spoken. Its just amazing and i love that,
just the amount of control you have over me...i know thats
what it means to have a Master slave relationship. Just,
ive never experienced it before, and so its just amazing.
I feel so content, so happy, so full of desire to please
you.
So yeah, those are my thoughts for today. Id better
get going so that i can get ready for bed, im so tired
because my schedule is still all messed up after christmas
break. All the staying up late and then sleeping in when
i could. Oh, and i have an Interact meeting after school
tomorrow. It probably wont be that long, so ill probably
be back before you have to leave, but im not sure exactly
when ill be back or how much time we'll have together.
Hopefully at least a little while. Oh, i think there is a
way you can respond to these "diary entries", so if you
want to make a comment on something ive said id love to
hear what you have to say, so just post a response if youd
like. I love you and hopefully we will talk tomorrow
afternoon. And hopefully i will have time to finish my
story tomorrow. If not it will be soon, i promise. And
again im sorry i didnt get it done today.

Your kajira,
felicia




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