justjohn101

Hate This & I'll Love You
2005-01-05 19:00:45 (UTC)

Reluctant Enevitability...

well...
didnt get the work done that i was supposed to, so i got
sent home from college to "work" so i had a cup of tea and
went to sleep.
was only in college for just over 2 hours. not really much
point in tht. im unsure wether i even want to stay on the
course, but wot else would i do? any ideas...plz leave
feedback.

ive spoken about needing change b4, but now i need it more
than ever! seriously not happy with much at the moment.
with a dwindleing number of friends and my haterid for
college. i need quite a few changes to happen b4 im goin
to be happy. namely the frinds bit, if anyones alive out
there, get in touch!

had a rather good chat with steph today, i met her when i
got kicked out of college. we agreed on a fewthings to do
with college.

talkin bout steph. goin to see Razorlight and The Hives
with her in a few months, gonna be ace no doubt. we seem
to be gettin along quite well recently, although she has a
job so i only see her in college and im in a different
group from her in college so i basicly only see her by
chance or not at all. which is crap.

started eating properly agen i hope, i seem to have
regained some appetite for now. lets hope it lasts. aaaand
ive been trying to get to sleep more often. so its lookin
up.

i apologize for the depressing entry tonite. but trust me,
it the best ive felt in a while. even if it is still not
happy.

JX




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