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2005-01-04 17:48:14 (UTC)


yeah, today is soooo boring, at school. I finally figured
out that skyler cares about me, last night I was online
but I was really sad and he said *hug* and I said no hug,
I don't want to get tears on ur shirt and his reply was,
that's what I'm here for. I don't know if he will ever
know how much that meant to me. It means so much to know
that he is there for me to cry on his shoulder if I want.
After he said that I finally broke down and cried my eyes
out for 2 hours. Mostly over one of my friends who died.
But then I was happy, someone actually cares, and is there
for me while I cry. Skyler, if you read this, thanks
soooooo much, you may never know how much it meant to me,
after all that I have done to you, just to know that you
are there and that you care *ha it rhymes* I really
appreciate all you have done.
I feel bad, I'm not sure what's going on with me and
nick anymore, there's not much spark left and I'm trying
to make a spark, but it's not there. I don't know how
much longer we are going to last.