Solace

souless
2005-01-03 04:21:53 (UTC)

Giddy....just giddy

ISo Kris called me the other day and told me he was
just "Giddy" and giggley because he was on his way to go
buy me a piece of jewelry, for my birthday. I was
thrilled. He didn't get to though, because it was just a
few dollars out of his reach and once out of the store,
like most of us, lunch and other new priorities came in to
play.

As he started to apologize and say it will have to wait for
another occasion he started to describe the necklace to
me. Flattered he thought of me and relieved he did not get
it because 1. I don't want him running around broke for a
week so I could have a jewel and 2. It was a black onyx,
which is the stone that sends one packing from your life if
you make a gift of it. Lessons were meant to be learned
and he learned this one in the nick of time. I instructed
him to research any gem he wished to give me and make sure
that the properties were what he wished to impart.

So I did ask Mr. Giddy to look at bedroom mirrors and pick
one at Pennys because we both have a Pennys in our
towns. He answered giddily, "It will be all I can do to
not mention that I am looking at mirror's for me and my
wife." Now he made me giddy and so I told him it would be
alright to indulge such fantasies. I would not be upset.

He chose a smaller than I would have, but lovely mirror
that just went on sale a week short of my paycheck. Oh,
well, I got the design in mind and can take my time and see
if anyone has it for less. A nice oval with gold at (as he
put it) the four directions.

He then spent the next three days glued to his new
Christmas games and conversations have dwindeled down to
late at night, before bed, as time flies when he games. I
am planning to get out there the first weekend in February
to jog his memory a little.

God I hate having to save money to move. It sucks, as I
watch my stepmum spend cash like water on the most
frivolous of things.

I will focus on my studies and ask the Lord and Lady to
make the resentment go away. Asking for better things for
all in 2005. We certainly need it. Asking for the Lord
and Lady to bless our love and make our seperations not so
damn agonizing on me and me so damn bitchy to him.




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