Evasive, But Not Lying
2005-01-03 03:37:01 (UTC)

In the Beginning

I'm not sure why I've decided to start an online diary. I
don't like to relate my feelings to anyone or anything and
that includes a piece of paper. But I'll give it a shot.

New Year's Resolutions 2005:
1. Use the driver's license that I earned six months ago.
2. Get a job. I'm lazy (but not broke, I might add).
3. Be a more caring person. This one most importantly.

I'm not a mean person, but there's a difference between
being a truly good person and a person that just isn't
mean, isn't there? I'm indifferent towards everything. I
just know I can't be this way with people. And I care
about people, just lack initiative.

If this has depressed you, I'm sorry. I'm actually a happy
person. I just do a lot of thinking and find that I don't
know myself as well as I should. I guess it's one of those
things that you figure out eventually, right?

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