Lauren

random thoughts
2005-01-01 20:41:18 (UTC)

Hi


Hi i'm Lauren.
I'm 13 and i live in kingston. I've got wavy brown hair and
brown eyes. I'm quite tall and skinny.
I live with my brother and my parents. My dad is old and
tells rubbish jokes and can sometimes be an annoying person
to be around but i love him anyway. My mum is nice and my
brother is quite mean but he can be quite funny.
My cat is called Topsy and she likes to lie around for
hours at a time. But shes quite tough and sometimes beats
up foxes and cats. Still, I love her to bits. I have some
dwarf hamsters. They dont do much except scurry about.
Theyre fun to watch. We also have some fish. theyre quite
boring but guests seem to like them.
I'm not very popular. I try not to worry about it but i
cant help it. If these are the best of years of my life and
i'm inside reading instead of out getting pissed and having
fun with friends then i'm probably missing out on
something. I guess my friends are El who is a really nice
person and Flora who is a bit quiet but nice and funny. We
dont really talk much out of school though.
The reason why im not very popular is probably because im a
bit of a nutcase. I've been pretty depressed since i was
eleven, its just i worry about being alone and not being
accepted and people hating me. Also I think i might be gay
but i dont know anyone who would understand. Sometimes
people call me a loser and think i cant hear them, or laugh
at me for being individual, and i just want to fade away or
die in my sleep or for god to smite me where i stand. Well
thats life i suppose.




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